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Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 9:25:00 PM
* She's My Lyf..









She's d lady whOm alwayz dere 4 me wenvr im dOwn..
She dOes all d hOusewrk, cOokin, washin & everytink w/O cOmplainning..
No1 ken eva replaced her in my lyf..

Mum, U gave me d strength, shOwer me wif ur luv w/O failed each & everydae..
U made me belief in myself & gave me d cOnfident in few tings tat i reali wanted tO dO..
Mum, u may nt realised it tat we, ur children, eva felt tat u dun gave ur luv equally amOung d 4 Of us..

I eva felt tat im nt wanted in d family as in Otherz eyes im alwayz d bad one..
I tOok everytink in a very calm wae & nvr eva a single sec Or tOts i blame u..
Truth 2 be spOken, i hOld bck nO feelings in any Or wteva wae u hd been dOin all tis while..

S im grOwing Older i kept telling myself tat wateva happens & had happened deres alwayz a reasOn 4 everytink..
I misses all Our fun tym, laughter & family Outing 2gader but all i ken see, as we, ur kidz is grOwing, everytink seems 2 faded far away..

Haizzz, indeed lyf is even hard frm wat i expected it 2 be..
Ystedae, Nov 26 09, histOry hd repeated unknOwingly frm any1..
Mum fall sick!!!
Seeing u in tat kind Of situatiOn reali blew me away..
I reali pity mum..
Daes gOes by, mum isnt geting any yOunger..
Mum is Old, she's sick & isnt tat strng anymOre..

She's 2 stressed, tired & cant tink tat much..
She's pressure n hd been kiping everytink all to herself until she fall sick..

Tings kinda hard & happens uncOntrOlly..
It hurtz me alOtz & i was reali stunned 2 see her crying Out lOud in pain..!!!!
Itz her Onli cOuld feel hw painful it is..
Gosh!!!!!! Im sO nt ready if anytink were 2 happen 2 mum..
I jz wanted 2 tkcr Of her b4 anytink were 2 happen 2 her..
May gOd give me d chance 2 hv my dreamz cum true Of wanting 2 be dere 4 her lyk hw she used 2 be dere 4 us..
& tO dO my part Of takin care Of her till her laz breath..

If she were 2 be gOne, i jz wanted her 2 end her laz breath On my hand..


Mum, i may nt shOw u my luv & care as im nt gd in tat bt deep inside my heart nO1 nOes On hw much i reali luv u, care abt u & hw much u meant 4 me..

NobOdy & nO1 ken eva replace u & ur luv, NEVER!!!!!

Nvr will i make it happen even if ure gOne 1dae..



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