MR SHAH & MRS SHYDA BLOG

i swear itz u tat i luv !!!!

2011-04-18T23:48:00.002+08:00

i swear itz u tat i luv till 2dae ..

mmy , abah riindukn mmy ..

gOsh , i jz cant accept d fact tat mmy reali hate abah !!!!!!!

gOD !!!!!!!

plz dun make her 2 hate me ..

i cant bear wiif it , mmy ..

I CANT !!!!!!!!

Everything had changed!

2011-04-18T23:37:00.003+08:00

U said u love me whereby u are att? u said u can only love me whereby u gave her the name of wifey ? u said tat u only belong to me whereby she is telling everybody tat u are hers? i dont understand this love life on mine!!! it hurt when i see all thire pic!? haizz!!!! love wat is love if u dont show or be with the person tat u LOOVE?is pointless??bt still y ii got the feeling n still want to love him?? even is hurts me like killing!! god plz give me the ans!! * ** *** **** ***** ****** ******* ******** ****** **** *** ** *

My LIfe still full of Darkness!!n Blood!

I Still Luv U ..

2011-04-13T22:55:00.003+08:00

d gal tat i used tO called my wiifeyy had reali hated me alot ..

syg , im sOwiie 4 everytiink ..

huneyy , i still luv u alOt ..

bear tiis in miind tat nO matter im attached wiif sum1 else nw ,

ure still d 1 tat i luv till 2dae ..

i cant briing myself 2 luv Othrz lyk hw i used 2 luv u ..

till nw i still misses u alOt !!!!!

Urz Truly ,

Shah Ahmad ..

My Lyf ..

2011-03-29T20:07:00.003+08:00

Everytink hd cOme 2 d end .. bby , im sowie 4 wteva tat hd happened ..
120809 , Our luv stOry ends here ..
Ive tried my very bez 2 saved d rlatiOnshp bt i failed 2 dO sO ..
im a failure n a biig lOser ..
d memOriies btwn us will alwayz remain in my heart ..
u wOuld alwayz be part Of me nO matter wt will happened ..
uve lOse me as ur husband , bt u'll nt lOse me as ur fren ..
dO rmmbr tat ..
even iif i were 2 mOve On 1dae , tiings will still remain d same ..
trust me syg ..

D Guy Tat U Used 2 Luved ,
JJay Ahmad ..

{^^120809^^}

2011-03-28T23:46:00.003+08:00

HE Was a GREAT lover n a LOVELY man to be with.....bt all tat will be Memory frm now!! n it will always be the best Mermorble in my life! he show me alot in life n tot me alots in love!! n i app tat sweetheart ... it is sad tat we cant be 2gether n is so hard bt still i acp it with clam. god had open my heart 4 u to be with u, to in love n to be loved by u and it so a great time!!! n now god has take u frm me n leave me all alone agin... bt still i will acp it... as his the 1 tat make us be 2gether..[*^120809^*] THE BEST THINK TAT HAPPEN IN MY LIFE!!! N i will wish tat it could happen agin....THE BEST MAN TAT I EVER HAD SHAH AHMAD A.k.a JJAY AHMAD!! loveing u always missing u tat could not be forgetter! keep going strg my man coz u are always strg frm my eyes..

Love:Shyda ur LOVELY use to WIfeyy n always be ur lovely Bitch Close FRiend!!!

Cant let go!

2011-03-21T00:29:00.002+08:00

MIssing u deeply!!!!! if i 1 wish i will wish for..??
to be with u n love u!!!! till i die!!!!

MeMoRiEs Of My BLuVeD mUmMy.....

2009-12-19T07:32:00.001+08:00

Kesinggahan Abadi..

2009-12-11T04:59:00.007+08:00

Hidup ini penuh dgn suka & duka..

Setiap derita ada bahagia..

Hanya insan yg tabah mampu menemui kebahagiaan hakiki..

Hanya insan yg mengerti apa itu takdir akn sabar menghadapi..

Apa yg trjadi segala didlm dunia fana ini tiada yg kekal abadi..

Mami,

Airmata ini mencurah penuh erti..

Bak hujan melimpah seribu makna dlm tangisan itu..

Kekesalan demi kekesalan kian terasa disudut hati dan naluriku ini pabila

mengenangkn mutiara kata terakhir darimu..

Kerana dikau yg kami kasihi tlh pergi menyambut seruan ILLAHI,

Pada tanggal 4 December 2009..

Kini aku umpama mendayung sampan tanpa pendayungnya..

Duduk salah, berdiri salah..

Setiap kerja bagai tak sudah..

Santap tak lalu, minum tak betah..

Nasi disantap terasa mentah..

Namun tidak pernahku menyesali,

Suratan ketentuan ILLAHI..

Segala nasihat dan panduahmu aknku jadikn pedoman utk mengharungi segala dugaan & cabaran dimuka bumi ini..

Mami,

Sekalung doa & Al-fatihah mengiringi setiap langkahku..

Agar mami tenang bersemadi dipusara abadi..

Amin..

She's My Lyf..

2009-11-27T21:25:00.007+08:00

She's d lady whOm alwayz dere 4 me wenvr im dOwn..

She dOes all d hOusewrk, cOokin, washin & everytink w/O cOmplainning..

No1 ken eva replaced her in my lyf..

Mum, U gave me d strength, shOwer me wif ur luv w/O failed each & everydae..

U made me belief in myself & gave me d cOnfident in few tings tat i reali wanted tO dO..

Mum, u may nt realised it tat we, ur children, eva felt tat u dun gave ur luv equally amOung d 4 Of us..

I eva felt tat im nt wanted in d family as in Otherz eyes im alwayz d bad one..

I tOok everytink in a very calm wae & nvr eva a single sec Or tOts i blame u..

Truth 2 be spOken, i hOld bck nO feelings in any Or wteva wae u hd been dOin all tis while..

S im grOwing Older i kept telling myself tat wateva happens & had happened deres alwayz a reasOn 4 everytink..

I misses all Our fun tym, laughter & family Outing 2gader but all i ken see, as we, ur kidz is grOwing, everytink seems 2 faded far away..

Haizzz, indeed lyf is even hard frm wat i expected it 2 be..

Ystedae, Nov 26 09, histOry hd repeated unknOwingly frm any1..

Mum fall sick!!!

Seeing u in tat kind Of situatiOn reali blew me away..

I reali pity mum..

Daes gOes by, mum isnt geting any yOunger..

Mum is Old, she's sick & isnt tat strng anymOre..

She's 2 stressed, tired & cant tink tat much..

She's pressure n hd been kiping everytink all to herself until she fall sick..

Tings kinda hard & happens uncOntrOlly..

It hurtz me alOtz & i was reali stunned 2 see her crying Out lOud in pain..!!!!

Itz her Onli cOuld feel hw painful it is..

Gosh!!!!!! Im sO nt ready if anytink were 2 happen 2 mum..

I jz wanted 2 tkcr Of her b4 anytink were 2 happen 2 her..

May gOd give me d chance 2 hv my dreamz cum true Of wanting 2 be dere 4 her lyk hw she used 2 be dere 4 us..

& tO dO my part Of takin care Of her till her laz breath..

If she were 2 be gOne, i jz wanted her 2 end her laz breath On my hand..

Mum, i may nt shOw u my luv & care as im nt gd in tat bt deep inside my heart nO1 nOes On hw much i reali luv u, care abt u & hw much u meant 4 me..

NobOdy & nO1 ken eva replace u & ur luv, NEVER!!!!!

Nvr will i make it happen even if ure gOne 1dae..

ShaH faM

2009-11-18T10:34:00.012+08:00

HELLO .... Good MOrning ....I never sleep for the whole day cant sleep lately miss my hubby so much !!!! AHHHHH !! huBby miss u like hell !!anyway im chatthing with him in msn lor.... today going out need to buy my stuff then meet my hubby at hubby house cant wait to see my hubby busuk!!! and my baby girl ifah my cute lil baby tat always ask me " MUMMY NK KOPO" that's all she can said hhahahahah cute la ..... :) anyway gtg will update our blog soon new pic will be uplond soon no worries.... take take ppl out there be happy always ......

singing off:

Shah Wifey >Shyda

The love story btwn ShahShyda

2009-11-18T07:15:00.005+08:00

Love is such a small word Yet, it means so much.It's not in the kiss;It's in the way that you touch Love means a lot ,When you feel in love Especially when it's someone you really enjoy being with And you think are sent from above im glad that i found you hubby :) *120809*

My Dream Come True!!

2009-11-18T03:30:00.008+08:00

I closed my eyes
and slipped away
A life so unreal
started with a beautiful day

Gras so green
it's fresh mown sent
entered my mind
The sun shining bright
making me blind

There you stood
looking at me
Bright cute eyes of yours
like a fantasy

Then you smile walking my way
Holding me tight
such a beautiful day

Your Lips so close to mine
warm like the sunshine

Again there you where
not a dream but real
Telling me
how i make you feel?

Than you Wisper at me saying that
I love you so much BABY!!
At that moment i knew
my dream had come true
and i dont want to let it go not even a moments thet we spend!!!

Bicara Hatiku

2009-10-31T16:33:00.003+08:00

Kasih sayangku hanya untukmu
Ku tidak memaksa dirmu
Untuk mempercayai kata2ku ini
Demi membuktikan ketulusan cintaku padamu

Sayangku,
Maafkanku sekiranya aku melukakanmu
Ku tidak bermaksud untuk menyakiti hatimu
Ku hanya mampu berkata2
Namun hanya takdir penentu segalanya

Tiada apa dapatku lakukan
Ku tidak mampu menahan
Sekiranya pintu hatimu dah tertutup
untuk menerima cintaku,
Ku hanya mampu menangis & berkata,
USAHLAH TINGGAL DAKU KEKASIH..

Aku Punya

2009-10-31T15:14:00.000+08:00

Aku punya rindu
Yang memaksa aku
Mencari setitik kasihmu

Aku punya sayang
Yang tidak ku ketahui
Atau senjaga tidak ambil peduli
Kerana perasaan ini amat sukar
Untukku zahirkan

Aku punya kasih
Yang perlu dikongsi
Hingga akhir hayat pastinya

Aku punya cinta
Yang memaksa aku menghalusi
Tiap keindahan ya ada padamu
Lalu menilai segalanya
Buat menghias hatiku
Dgn kuntuman keindahan itu

Aku punya rasa malu
Yang tidak memungkinkan
Segala kepuyaanku itu
Diserahkan padamu..

Demi Masa

2009-10-31T15:06:00.000+08:00

Demi hari,
Manusia masih dalam kerugian
Untuk mengisi kekosongan masa

Demi hari,
Perubahan kan tetap terjadi
Dari kecil menjadi dewasa
Dari dewasa menjadi hari2 tua

Demi hari,
Manusia masih tercari2
Dimana dirinya
Dimana maruahnya
Yg hilang ditelan usia

Demi masa,
Manusia semakin lupa diri
Kerana terpengaruh sesama sendiri..

Abadi Selamanya..

2009-10-31T14:29:00.000+08:00

Kadangkala ia dtg sndiri
Dan adakalanya brdua
Itulh senyum & tangisan..

Aku tahu aku dilahirkn
Ke dunia ini sndiri
Dgn sbuah tangisan gembira..

Aku jua menyedari
Bahawa aku akn mati sndiri
Dgn sebuah tangisan duka

Tetapi mestikah aku sendiri
Diantara lahir dan mati itu??
Ku dambakn kasihmu Ya Tuhan

Kasih abadi yg tiada dimiliki manusia
Mungkin skrg, esOk atau lusa
Kau ragut nyawa dari tubuhku..

Tuhan..,
Izinkanlah ku hirup udara sejenak
Sesegar tangisanku lahir ke dunia..